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Thursday, April 26, 2007

. i cry .

A really nice song from a japanese singer Yuri Chika, thought of sharing with you guys. Here you go:

Yuri Chika - I Cry--Download Here

I Cry
Yuri Chika

Every night I find it so hard to sleep
Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings from deep
Oh baby I try to hide all these feelings for you
I keep them all out of sight
I don't know what else to do

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

Sometimes I wonder in the blink of a night
Would you be waiting to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how it's to show you
That I'm not good be real
I'll be eternally faithful
Forever I feel

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

No one can tell me that I may be wrong
Cause I know in my heart
This feeling still running strong

Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter it fell apart

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

. broken .


First time in 2 and a half years. First time im feeling a fucking crack, and i mean a real hard crack in my heart. She is no ordinary girl. She's one who doesnt go clubbing, not a shoppoholic, and not a flirtter or wadever u call a playgirl. She is sooo lovely, caring, and cuteeeeee hehe.

Things started back in a week's time. When we truely met each other. Actually we did la. First time i met her i was sitting right infront of her in the exam hall during Stats paper. I turned behind and ask her about what to fill in for the required data sheet. Second was when i asked her about the MOB assignment regarding the Inconvenient Truth shit, or however you spell it.

Things realli get so complicated la haiz. Forgive me for there's lotta stuff I couldnt say it out because it hurts so badly. Are we close enough to feel the heartbeat goes 'kaabooooooom'?? Guess what, I have no idea.

Hehe tell you all a good news. A number of people came up to me and say, 'Ivan aa, why you always so happy one? When I see you hor, also you smiling 1. You make me very happy everytime I see you.' Hehe, waaaaaah, i tell you hor, the feeling inside my heart is priceless. I mean its so nice to get people happy. I dont mean to boast anything about myself la, but, waaaaah hehee.

Ok la, enough for today la, im still living in pain. Pain here pain there, heart pain like how ah? No words can describe it lah hehehehe. Thx for dropping by, peace.

P/S: When u tickle me = $60, when u knock my head = $90, when you smile = priceless

Sunday, April 22, 2007

. sex .


As plain as you can be
The place is Sunway lilly
The player you and me

She whispered "Will it hurt me?"

"Of course not" answered me
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."

then she said "I'm frightened,

I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times.
And said it can be sore."

Then finally contented

Laid back and relaxed a bit
Quickly and readily i bent over her
And then i started it

It was growing rather painful

Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been quite a size

"Calm yourself," i whispered to her

My face was filled with a grin
"Try and open a bit wider
So I can get it in".

"It's coming now," i whispered.

"I know."she cried in a bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I am having this.."

And with final effort

She gave a frightened shout.
I gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.

She lay back quite contented

Sighed and gave a smile
She said," I am glad I came now
You made it worth my while."

=) XD >D =P= XD D< (=

Sunday, April 15, 2007

. death .


Hey playas, sorry for deserting my blog for such a long time. Im back! I've been struggling searching for my mood back on9 .. Some of you already know the reason la, hehe.

Holiday? What have i been doing during the holidays? Nothing but digging my own hole for my own grave. Went out everyday knowing there's tons of assignments and homework in my bag. My assignments, textbooks, and homework have been laying eggs and staying in my car for the whole week liao. Sorry ar assignments and my textbooks. Y'all deserve more than that, perhaps those textbooks should rot in hell eternally. I havent even started my assignments wei. And im suppose to due my homework tomorrow. Im so dead.

Haha, havoc holiday ar. Go here go there, eat eat eat and eat. Went to KL jus to eat la, sunway to yum cha, and wanted to do homework in sunway but, hehe u all know me la, in the end never started anything. There was a rave party in taylors' college last friday nite, wtf wei? The moment i stepped into the rave hall, i had this weird feeling as if i was in the lion dance society. Haha, i think around 70% of them were in shuffling attire. U kno la, those shuffling pants, fooiyooh, the more i look at it, the nicer it gets.

Ok la put holiday aside, i'v been struggling emotionally for the past few days. I somehow was emotionally trapped between life and death. I thought about death, but its way beyond my guts to do so. Not that Quinee has mentioned it, I felt like crying , and laughing too. But im very confused, i dunno which girl should i have my tears for. M sorry, i cant have my tears with a mixture of both emotioanlly sad and happy situation. Life is just so beautiful isnt it? Where you get trapped often between life and death, and sadness or happiness. Haha, dig that.

VU nite is coming weii !! Ok ah i wanna take my opportunity here to say this to my dateeee

CHRISTINE, I WILL SAVE MY LAST DANCE FOR YOU...

Last but not least,
VERI, YOU ARE STILL MY PERFECT MATCH TOO. =D

Suck on that, bitches. Peace.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

. i give up .



I give up

I GIVE up

I GIVE UP ..!!