One Fly Ride

. switch .

2008-02-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, I have moved my blog to here

http://www.ivanteng.com

sorry for the inconvenience caused. thanks and have a nice day

. 21 on 21st Cen .

2008-01-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

This is his birthday, 21st birthday. He is someone who is down to earth, stands both feet on the ground, knows how to care for friends, and be there whenever you need him. Can be dead stubborn at times but there he is, John Fung :)ng (:ng. Shit i dunno whats his full name but i know it rhymes lol so i replace a smiley face there. Oi, happy birthday bro.

We prepared a small celebration for him, bought a cake and sung a song for him in AsiaCafe. Empat batang only celebrate his bday dunno he dulan or not. Woot! Ok lah let the picture do the talkings.

Introducing the main character of the night, the cake.

John: This is the jackass birthday boi.

The 'golden' brothers: Haha notice our Adidas and Nike sneakers

Me, DongXiao, John and Ernest

Me: Sapu cake time!

Main character kena tapau

Dong: This is how we ate. No spoon

Ernest: Damn cute rite? Like hamster

John: He dulan, just take d whole cake surface board and eat.

Present day, night @ Zenmai Sushi

Group pic

Rachael's gift

She's wearing it for the lucky ass

Carbon Fibre wallet from us

Oi, you two faster get married can or not?

Wei, must i write a conclusion ah? Fuck lah this is not essay also i dou wan to write can ah?

. Fresh .

2008-01-17T04:45:00.002+08:00

hey peeps. recently i found out something new, pure, and most importantly cool organized by these bunch of friendly and sincere people, models i mean -> Models Magazine <- "This project is more than just a magazine. It was done not for the purpose of selling. But promoting, elevating, encouraging and providing maximum exposure and publicities, this magazine provides platforms for ANYONE out there who dare to dream, people who aren;t afraid to learn and try, because everyone can be beautiful... " These are extracted from the Model's Mag blog, which you people who are interested can have a click

HERE or HERE AS WELL

Its a very good experience and the people here are really friendly, we threat every body nice like family. But if your attitude is like a piece of shit, we appreciate your input, but please, fuck off.

Anyway we launched a fashion show last week for the Model Magazine's Grand Lauch @ Sg Wang. Attached are the pictures taken by various photographers, credits to all of them especially Yeo Han, and people who posted it on friendster so that i can steal :P I dun take any credits. Im kinda bad with names, im sorry if i forgot their names, or got their spelling wrong. forgive me.

Here goes:

Leng Yein presenting the magazine

Mrs Pretty

Thats me

Mr Handsome

Mrs Beautiful

=)

Muki

Gary

Terrance

Syren

Kevin

Jeff JEff

This is JL my sis

Wai Leng

Hello

Jess this is

This is Alvin!!!

Justin

Meeeeeeeee (:

Leng Sean

Aaliyah

This is Yvonne

Here, Crayon

Woot Darren

o.O

Hehe

^^

Say hi to Peipei

My dai lou, Guan Hoe

Sassy ...

Group pic

Had a lotta fun that night with these people. Sometimes money isnt the only thing that makes the world go round (:

. moments .

2008-01-09T05:56:00.000+08:00

Wei, why always get scolding for not updating wan? Haha anyway i updating now la. Ok Im doing this because of you Sarah <-- she screwed my balls for not updating my blog. Happy anot c'mon less balll squeezing its painful. Holiday, so boring yet so fun. Can sleep at home doing nothing but people say Im getting skinnier already =( .. Before this already so skinny like root now skinner like chopstick laa haihs. But then ar I ate lots you know, I cant stop eating at home wan leh in front of computer but dont know why my metabolism doesn't seem to be working anymore. Maybe my sexual hormones overdo the metabolism oledi. Cause Im getting horny easily wahahaha.

Oh ya oh ya I almost forgotten, ey I cut my hair and it sucked wei. Now my hair makes me looks so so so square and from far I look like sponge bob square pants, but its my head so we shall call it sponge bob square head. WTF wei, i asked for a clean cut, but they gave me an ass cut.

Anyway I had a nice Christmas eve, nothing creative but fun with my homeboys and friends man, both 1U and Bambo9. Watched the Warlords [投名状] at the theater, omg omg brothers for life weiiii!!! Live with brothers, die also die with brothers, in brothers' hands you say cool anot? Im into these kinda chinese ancient themed, war and brotherhood stories especially the Young and Dangerous, so its a good show to watch wei.

Wei I couldn't get the pics for the club action @ bambo9 was tipsy all around so I couldnt remember who took the pictures. It was Jun's bday anyway, so..
happy belated birthday Lum U Jun !! So I will post some pics for Christmas eve's.

Looks familiar??

Guess who I found, my old school friend from Melb

Chilling @ Dragon-i

Notice our shirts. *Dun mess wit us* haha

Awww.. this are Suyin and Elly.

And then we went on to ...

Bowling..

Watch him, he fucks d ball like he hates it.

Sexo wit a ball?

Haha a right pic with a right boy hehe :P

Me: This guy sucks ..

Ernest: This is not any better

John F: F*ck you lookin at, b*tch?

Liau: Shortest and dirtiest playa in the game

This is what happened everytime you fei kei

Saw and Jin Ning

There goes another camwhoring act.

Fooling around..

woOt

All I need is you, baby ..

Poser boys !!!

Backstreet Boys third gen, the Pussy Boys

Whoa, sexy back nia ..

Ciao.

P/S: I miss my say

. ROFL .

2007-12-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hey i was hanging out in some forums and came across someone's signature that caught my eyes. Lord of the Rings Truth or Dare. I laughed my ass off so hard, really. ROFL! Enjoy.

P/S: Its a *GIF file and therefore you might wanna wait for it to load. Connections nowadays are worse than a granny dancing.

. arcade .

2007-12-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

Wei I damn long nvr update blog already la. I know. Actually I got nothing to blog about nowadays been staying at home and spending money lah. Which is why Im damn broke now wei. Even my pockets are getting dryer nia.

Anyway Im crazy over this arcade game Wangan Midnight Maximum Tune 3 right now and I seem to spend alot of cash on this bullshit. Aiya its like everytime I sit on the cabinet and play rite, the seat like got elephant glue sticking on my ass already make me dun wanna leave. Aiyah why so addictive wan? Jia lat la me.

Im driving a Mazdaspeed Atenza now and previously driving a s15 Silvia, which im trying to sell now, in this Wangan thingy. Im thinking of starting another new car wei goddamit i nid to control myself waaaaaaa !!!

Wei I dont have a picture la anyway I will show u what I aim to achieve in this game.

Hahaha thats me in my car and the titles someday ..

. sigh .

2007-11-20T03:27:00.000+08:00

If you dun feel like reading something fucking personal or fucking explicit then just type alt+f4. Sorry for being fucking rude.

Recently there are so many problems flying around, so many things happened so sudden. All the things being said and told out, travel so quickly to everybody's ears. Travel also never mind la, but why travel also some words missing. If not some of the words missing, then its the other way round. I dun understand la. Why am i so stupid enough to create so many misunderstandings with my brothers.

Do I have the rights to call them brothers ah? This question I leave it to you to answer. But I just want to let you all know if there's anything that I did offended you or whatsoever, please tell me. Dont have cold wars with me please, dont misunderstand me please. I made a mistake lying to you bro, I dont mean it. It was just a white lie, Im sorry. Why am I making such a big issue outta it, its because I dont want us to fan min because of little things.

And to you three, dont go fucking trippin all over because of a girl okay? Our fucking friendship is worth more than girls ok.

Brothers? What does it mean when brothers say they dont care? Does it mean that they really dont care or what? Please correct me if Im wrong.

What is bros to you man? If its just a fucking joke then fuck you. Because brothers are my fucking life.

. cont'd .

2007-10-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the M.I.A lol. Been busying with some non-sense over the Uni life and you know what? Sometimes, somewhat, somehow, shit happens man. Seriously, fuck it. Been trying so hard to quit struggling and fighting over the past. over some non sense 2x[V] fucking bullshits, knowing that the past is yesterday and nothing can change the fact no more? It sucks balls man, honestly.

And what's wrong with the school kiddos hanging out in the arcade zone fighting over some Initial D shits? Lost adi go home lar. No life ar? Go fuck yourselves, fucking fucktards fools.

Btw this post is the continuation of the previous post, Jin Ning's birthday. Sorry for the late update. You know, at least later is better than never right? Neway I'll let the pictures paint your eyes up a little.

Hong and John

Daniel: Talk to me, Im the boss aite?

Me: John my man

Hi, this is the Young and Dangerous, from HongKong.

Hi, this is the Young and Hilarious, from Malaysia

Cheers

Caution: You touch her, I break your neck

They call me G, gangsta

They call me P too, pussy

Soo Wen dunk'd!

Fooling around

Me: Lick the right place, boys.

Daniel going down.

Bday girl Jin Ning

Still dunking

Jin Ning and Ken哥

A boy, B boy, and C girl <-- Paiseh I dunno the boy's name
Group pic, sort of

Shut up, this is not funny!

Aw, couple of the decade

More dunkings

They say every man has a pussy meant for them, I agree now.

Mountain Hogs: Dun mess with us

Me and Lisa

Bday girl and Johnny boy

The ladies men

Hafiz: On my cheeks, y'all sugar pies!

Hafiz and Janice

Me and Janice

Sugar Daddy Palm

Thumbs up for those tits!

Pool party wasnt enough, we went for a second round, a dry one though.

Lisa's pasta

Janice's prawn mee

Beverages

Itada kimas!

3 eye blind

Last post with the bday girl.

P/S: I still love my tortoise

. fabulous .

2007-09-30T12:54:00.000+08:00

Hi. Friday, lol was a busy day wei. Crawling like a zombie for a fc*kin early class, 8.30am, for nothing. ISB lecture, wonder why did I go man, its not like I can learn anything also.

After dinner in ss18 with Khai, Hong, Saw and Hui, Me and Saw went down to Midvalley to catch a movie with John and Jin Ning. That Jin Ning complaining that she dont wanna celebrate her birthday alone until 12am, so we accompany her lah. We didnt know what to do lah so this is what we did lmao :-

Barca should have signed us instead lol?

Cheers

Me trying to act cool..

Saw is not any better lol

Volleyyyy ..

Smooth criminals

Enter the circus

Soul of death

Revolution 909

Scandolous

Tribute to the birthday girl

Say hi to my baby wei .. lmao

Saw wants a piece of my baby

Hi, looking out for us?

Souls meet bodies

Oh btw, if any of you plan to watch Dark Forest, my advice is, save your god damn money for some other shows. Cause it sucks like a mama suckin an elephant's balls. Peace.

. one winged .

2007-09-29T14:01:00.000+08:00

Walaueh! Uni life is so hectic wei. So many assignments and test going on in such a short period. Wtf lah cant they quit making us suffer with such tight schedule? Just submitted an assignment, and next week there's another major one due and a mid sem test. I wonder why do they call it mid-sem test when the semester is coming to an end, er 1 more month to finals. Holy shit!! Dun even have time to blog lah! I need a break. Cheh even when u strangle yourself also nid to breathe wan leh.

Eh I kena saman again. Motherfc*king police, kanasai we pay so much tax for what? For them to issue saman for us? RM100 saman for not buying a parking coupon. Really du 9 lan !!

Assignments? Nah fuck it. We were supposed to get our assignments done. In the end, we ended up having a huge hang over in Joy's place ..

Mardi Gras!!

Group pic..

KabooM**

Shing Ying and I

Me and John gaying ! *wink2

Sugar daddy aye ..

Joy and Zen

Days of our lives baby ..

Jun and friends

Oiks! Pei Wen and Joy. O.O

Jun: Cheers

Woo! Sexy dolls. My god mother May

Grandma Sindy

OG's rollin yo..

Peaceeee

Sindy and May

Me: Cibai come la lets DOWN it !!

Joy: Woot! Cam's on us bitch!

Camwhores!!

Top Shot

Eat this, suckas!

Eugene tipsy !!

Conclusion is, clubbing kills ):

. ayo technology .

2007-09-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

Somebody got a new phoneeee. Booo!! Everybody please put your hands together for Yoong. *Applause applause* He bought a Nokia N76, tight and off the chain man. For those of you who dunno what phone is that, its a slim flip phone which looks similar to Motorola V3. Camera's good, speakers sound nice. I mean, dayem! That's some good shit he's got.

But there's one thing I dun like, which is the size of it. Its too big lah. For him maybe he needs a phone of his size, or perhaps a small phone would make him look bigger?

Haha. Cut the craps man. Anyway we camwhored using his phone. Here goes:

Kelv &Me

Xuan and me

Kat:Sex therapy anyone?

Lunch @ Kim Gary

The OGs in the house

Porky Paradise

Huhuhu!
P/S I need some fresh and new videos. Anyone mind to share with me?

. bullet .

2007-09-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

Was checking out Nike outlet today in 1U. Unfortunately found nothing interesting. And then, Hong, Saw and I were looking through the Adidas outlet next store. Oh by the way I am looking for a futsal shoe though. Remember the laoya shoe I mentioned? That's gonna get my legs killed sooner or later.

Anyway, and finally, something caught my attention!

Adidas +Absolado TRX TF David Beckham baby..

Tight huh?

I've added that to my wishlist baby. Haha, all you people know I love white shoes with red patterns and stuff. Hm I wonder does that pair of shoes gonna make me play like David Beckham when Im on it. Wah, Old Trafford, with number 7; Santiago Bernabéu Stadium, with number 23; The Home Depot Center, Number 23. Wooo! Hokus Pokus !!

. lifescapes .

2007-09-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Im a disabled boy now!! Cause i twisted my ankle today during a futsal session with some friends. I had this laoya shoe, which made me feel so slippery and slided on the floor so many times. So I took off my shoe lah, I felt so comfortable without the shoe so i continue the game barefoot lol. Hong and Daniel also took out their shoes and play so I thought it would be cool lah. But now, got big bubbles all over my toes and sole of my feet now. So pain lah when I walk, burning pain!! Oh blisters blisters.

Neway the two hour session was good though, I somehow feel I have achieved a little improvement. Cheers.

Argh, I have plenty of things going in my mind right now.

Ever come to a point where your boiling point is being hitted and you just scold, swear, and fuck the opposite side up like nobody's business?

Hope they understand that people speak stuff that they dont mean it when they're angry. Everything just come out from the mouth outta anger. No matter what you promised in the past, you just tend to break the promise. Haih.

Anyway, I still dont get the point of me apologizing. Because I think she doesnt even care.

Things are changing, too fast. I couldnt catch the pace of the game. I guess I'm totally out of the league. Ah well, life goes on right? I know you folks are gonna say that to me, but, hey! I know it does, but, there are traffic lights right? I mean, there're still obtacles which could slow us down and get stuck perhaps? I dunno man, sorry. Just leave me alone digging that fucking grave.

. lungs out .

2007-09-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

Do Re Mi Fa So ~ Its time to karaoke !! We went to Redbox @ Pyramid to sing K. We tried going the previous week, but it was fully booked. Damn potong steam right? So Jin Ning took the smart move and booked it in advance. Wehehe. You say cool anot?

Aihs. Why lah no nice movie to watch these few weeks? So sien la! Oh by the way I just remembered I havent watched Pirates of The Carribean. Snap ~

Anyway, pics pics pics:

Group Shots, er, sort of la.

See them adi still can sing meh? Teeth also vomit out.

She wants a piece of d microphone.

A- to d Izzo~

Singing my damned heart out ..

Liau in action.

Fun shots.

Totally owned by d woman

Mamas~

Updates coming soon~

. boy'ed .

2007-09-13T20:39:00.001+08:00

Oi! Sorry people for the late update. Have been damn busy, or rather being playful hehe, for the past few weeks. Anyway as you people know my birthday was like 1 month ago, or maybe 1 and a half now. Been talking about hosting a birthday party for daaaaamn long time now. Finally there it is!! Ivan's first birthday party, yay! Applause anyone? Thanks to Joy who actually host the party with me for her birthday which is quite some time ago. Btw who cares? Everyday is my birthday!

Most of the people I invited turned up, good thing lol. Well some fong fei kei, haiz. Very the not give face lah! Neway I wanna say thank you to all of you who attended the party, you people made the party happen! As for some of you who werent invited, not because you're not important to me its just that I did a last minute invitation. Thousand appologies.

Ok fellas, prepare to bleed. (As you may need a tissue box right beside you throughout the whole journey) HEHEHE.

Joy's invitation card. ?_?

Before the actions begun

Hui Jean and Ju Nn <-- I cudnt take d heat ):
Eugene [ Dragon DaiKo] and Mic

Sonia, Joy and Hui Jean <- My hair almost on fire
Chicks sun bathing

Feel my tits, baby..

Surprise** Fucktards

Hanging out @ d pool side

Gangsta lovin' ??

Joy: Fuck you bitches, cams on me (:

Midget Liau (T__T) and Joy

Cal: Call me G, bro!

Oi! Sonia stealing food

SHOT OF D DAY~ Who dat so yeng wan?

D woman all wet

Johh F: Faster than you think!!

Like giving blowjob to d cake lidat = =

Suck that, whores!!

Bday cake.

Dunkards hahahaha! Ops.

After d party..

D woman and I

Camwhoreeeeeeeeeee

Hehe. Take Care. Peace.

. broken .

2007-09-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

If god were to stand infront of me and ask me for a wish

I would say ..

That I want her to be by my side for the rest of my life

but

From the other side I hear angels saying

Stop hoping for a dead wish ..

. hood hop .

2007-09-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

Merdeka ? Wei people wake up early in the morning, go through all the traffic jams and stuff just to watch Merdeka day performance and the clowns marching and seeing people crying for their country. Boast to everybody and then everyone is like, 'Wah!!, so patriotic arh??!!"

What did I do? Im not any worse jekk! I also cried on merdeka eve lah, the only difference is I cry watching Secret ma. So did everybody else. Everyone who came out from the theater all eyes red red wan. Hahaha =D You say we enthusiastic or not?!!

Haiz, back to the point. Celebrated by staying at home to do my Marketing Assignment, truly ass i men lah! Applause anyone? Cause Im so patriotic, I do assignment and invest for my country so that when I graduate come out and work I can shine for my country?? HAAHAHA! Woohoo! You say cool anot?

F U C K la, assignment due tomorrow, I still talking cock here. Anyway, here are some pictures with the monkeys and the bananas on the merdeka eve.

Bros .. Look at Kat's face, hehe !! Ops

Look closely, its a <3

Wah who is this 2 in 1 lengzai?

Who dare admit number 1??!! >P

After DL

Sakais

Happy Merdeka Day!!

Haha, take care.

. prawnies .

2007-08-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

Zzz feel damn lazy to blog nowadays haha. Anyway we went over to Fairy Park, Klang to pay a visit to our brother Chee King. We had quite a long ride especially waiting for Dai Gao and his friend to lead us to the Fairy Mountain.

We were quite surprised lor honestly, a cemetery which is so beautifully built and maintain. The place got alot of chinese ancient myth and legendary stories feel. It is really like a fairy park haha. Maybe that's why they name it Fairy Park Cemetery.

After that we went for lunch. Weee then here comes the fun part. Guess what?! Taman Desa for fishing!! Er partially we planned to go fishing one la, but then unfortunately none of us brought fishing rods, and sifu's place ran out of rods to rent. Too bad la. We went prawning instead. It was fun. Most of us managed to get prawns but .. ahem**

Neway..

Camwhored in Hui's ride on the way

Khai, Pei Wen & Jun.

Woo, that's me.

Omg look, Pei Wen is scaring all d prawns away ):

Haha, fun day we had. But I became darker.
P/S Please dun switch the lights off. You might not see me anymore (:

. jia lat .

2007-08-23T17:34:00.001+08:00

Today is thursday already ..
Sei lor ..
Why is the holiday passing so fast ..

ITM assignment

ADM assingment

ISB Test

and

MAP Test

Where to start?
How to start?
and what to start?
O my god, somebody help me please..

This is so cool ~
I can sense myself digging on my on grave soon ..

. wedding .

2007-08-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

I know its fucking lame, but .. here goes!!

Everybody clap clap clap~

Why arr??

cause its ..

Woohoo~ Its Kelvin's and Kat's wedding ..

Tadaaa!!

The father talking BS ..

Kat in her wedding gaunt ..

Aww ...
The lovely couple
They made out infront of the father

In reality ..

P/S: Oi Matt and Fe, when's your turn?

. madness .

2007-08-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

Maison? Nah Maison is no longer my 'home', why ar? Cause I think I'v found somewhere else much more better, Mardi Gras. Wooohuu! Celebrated my birthday there last week. Yor, didnt know some other familiar faces were also there, received a call from Billy the next day telling me he was there too hahaha. That night was fucked up man. Damn drunk. Proud to announce it was my officially first time drunk in clubbing. My grand opening leh. All thanks to Pei Wen .. ): You people all laugh at me because i drunk? Niama We all pay for the bottles to drink wan ok?? Not take the bottle as a decoration wei!

A big thanks to all you people for all your wishes.

Ohhh ya, I got myself a birthday present too, a bald haircut in Spazio, you say cool or not..?

Seeing my hair drop down bit by bit, wahh! Pain in the ass.

Adidas stripes on both my shoe and head.

Then we started the cam-whoring idea..

Eh? Not quite used to myself, cause head suddenly so light adi.

Dun act cute lah all u 3 fuckers .. =S

Crazy woman: Eat shit, bitch!

Then shopping @ 1U ..

Aiyoh! Beh tahan.

A night @ Mardi Gras ..

Oi Tsze, the mirror break loh!!

Pei Wen: Cam on me cam on me bitches..!!

With Jackson.

Type R, Enzo, and RB bros..

Whos your daddy?

Group shot.

Jun: Dun touch my nipple you fuckers!

Tipsy in the dance floor

Jun: Come on so fast KO meh you bitches!

KO!

Kelvin: My fine ass bitch! | Yoong: 7 Mins, kat, 7 mins!

Kang Wei's face so red, like monkey ass only.

Double KO! lol

Umm, another KO!

Still standing!!

Eh? The couch smells like my pillow.

Then we all took a bath at the fountain podium..

and then ..

Thurs night Mardi Gras free flow 7pm! Who wanna go gimme a call or something. Peace.

. memorial address .

2007-07-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

Hey, this is gonna be an emo post. If you dont wanna read, then dont!

Sometimes i wonder, what would I be doing and where would I be without my friends? Im really sick and tired of all the lonely days I had. They say people come and go, yeah, its true that people come and go, but the footsteps you guys left in my heart are gonna be there forever. Cheers.

Friends are the most important things in my live, other than my family. I have alot of friends, both males and females. For me, it doesnt matter what you are, it doesnt matter how you look, it doesnt matter you're rich or poor, you people are still my friends. Friends who help out when Im in trouble unlike others who disappear when trouble comes. Friends who are good and reliable, I think these friends I have are the best people in the world! We take care of each other when we go out, making sure everybody is fine in college, having fun and making jokes outta each other.

I also realized that everyone have different characters, I believe everybody is unique and beautiful in the way they are, we all have different features that others dont have. But ofcourse, everybody has features and characteristics which people dont like, but hey! We are still humans. We're not perfect. I am sure if we can learn to accept it and we could lead a better tomorrow with better friendship.

It's great to have friends. They make you laugh, and you can do fun things together. But making friends and keeping friends is not always easy. Friends help us to learn to talk through our problems with people who care about us, rather than keeping everything inside, and let the emotions trapped all in, its not a good experience, trust me, I've been there.

I wanna let you all know, I love and treasure every single one of you. And if there's anything I did and any of you got offended, I appologize here ok, sorry. I wanna let you all know that without you people I wont be who I am today, thanks so much.

Sorry if I steal all your pictures without permission, I just wanna show that Im sincere that's it.

Norin Tau

Ming Hui

Yoong Tart

Tsze Tsze

John Fung

Kang Wei

Hui Zhi

Soo Ven

Su Anne & Billy Ching

Joy Chong & Calvin Lee

Summer Wong

Janice Tan

Carena Yew

Liau

Karmen % William Eu

Julina

Pei Wen

Keen Ho

Mario Kuang & Palm Paramet

Joanne Soo

Connie Lai

Shing Ying

Daniel

Shereen Mak

Ting

Christine Gan

U-Jun

Shereen Koo

Kelvin See & Kat

Donald Chong & Evon

Pui Ling

Wen Khai

Sayy, Elly

Carter % Jarred

Kelvin Chew

Ernest Chuah

Eshia

Xiao Tong

Yi Ying

Gregory Chen

Karena

Han Yuen

Hui Mei

Jeanie Leow

Kian Howe

Catherine Pang

Jeon Khai

Cayden

Windy Jie

Jin Ning

Maria

Xiao Xuan

Navin

Magdalene Ho

Sindy

Mimi Foo

Quinee

Yean May

Phoebe Wong

Matthew

Ron

Hong & Saw Zhen Ming

Shan-T

Yeh Chee

Tee Yew & Javad

Weil Xuan

Pei Leng

Zuo Han

Yan Yan

Yan Shen

Ying Jie2

Carol Chan

Last but not least

Ng Chee King, my friend, my bro. Who was, are, and will be part of us.

I seriously wish I could list each and every single one of you out. But Im sorry if some of you people pictures are not here, because I coundnt find any pic of you guys. Sorry. Once again, thanks for everything.

. koi shiyou .

2007-07-24T00:09:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 12. Reached college around 12.25. I thought I could make it in 5 mins. I couldnt, well, puukie, it shows that Im not Mr. Incredible.

First day was okay. Everyone was saying ..
'Wah Ivan you look so guai zai adi arrrr!!'
'Ivan!! What happened to your hair?"
'Omfg Im so not used to your guai zai style, Ivan!!'
'Knn you siiao jor?'
'Ei Ivan this guai zai hairstyle doesnt suit u larr, cause you're not'<< knn ccb (:

Hehe, the best one was this ..
'Ivan!! What the fuck??'
From Pei Wen when I first step into college. Wahaha the expression on her face, priceless. lol

*SURPRISE*
Everyone!! I fucking sat in the second row of the lecture hall. It was pure madness larr. Felt so uncomfortable sitting infront. Errrr, FUCK! Was sitting beside John though. My mouth was so tired in lecture today, cause I couldnt stop talking and yawning.

Anyway see what the sui zai wrote on his msn lol.

Haha, catch y'all later, peace.

. so it begins .

2007-07-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

Holiday is coming to an end.. In fucking few hours time. Omg I couldnt believe it. Time flies man. And now second semester is starting. Gone through alot of storms this year, learnt pretty much. I mean, isnt that life is all about? Sinking and trying to survive in the ocean. Sometimes it makes me wonder, does life worth living? Living my life is just a purest of pain. Especially seeing one of your bros going to another world, fuckkkk!! Pure pain in the ass.

Classes starting tomorrow. Damn sien arrr. Have to see the bloody textbooks again. Kinda regret I didnt really studied for first semester. Puuuuukie~

Anyway spent some of my time on this classic online game, ragnarok online. lol

Tanking Calvin

Chanel~

My super novice~

Chanel~ My god daughter..

Trying to suicide lol.

Kim the xiham mui.

Super novice, Kim~

Die 7 jor hahaha.

With Saw.

Justin Timberlake lol.

Everyone afk.

With Chai2. <-- pro shuffler

Sei xiham mui wanna pok me..

Mama.. Milk milk ~

. scars .

2007-07-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

Elliott Yamin - Wait For You lyrics

seems like somebody doesnt really give a fuck anymore ..

. angel eyes .

2007-07-14T03:11:00.000+08:00

Holidays been good so far, put the hell aside, yeah. We paid a visit to Eye on Malaysia in Titiwangsa a couple of days ago. Afterall its better to visit somewhere more 'Malaysianish' than to chill at home sucking some lemon juice man im telling ya.

Anyway, it was good, it wasnt as grand and as big as we expected it to be. Had a 12 minutes ride, or longer? Cause it seemed long. We were hanging in the middle of the air for 12 damned minutes. It was kinda fun and exciting when we all were inside for the first 5 minutes cause everybody was cam whoring and stuff. After that we were crying for the 12 minutes to end lol.

Alright, enough of the talking, let the pictures paint my speech.

Tadaaaaaa !! O.O

We sat on this 'shit' Dunno what its call, so, shit lah cb!!

Intel inside, idiots outside.

Night view of KLCC from the inside.

Okay, it started off fine. Tsze and Joy

This side of the 'world'. Christine, me, Joy, Tsze

D other side of the 'world' lol. Ernest, Liau, John, Saw

Sohai posers. John, me, and Saw.

Liau become more sohai adi, drunk.

Joy with my home boys Ernest, John and Saw.

Then things start to get scandalous..

Joy: Muaaaaakz. [Eww~ =S]

Yo~ bros before hoes man.

Christine. She doesnt love me no more lol ):

[Raps] Introducing ma homie Tsze.. She whoops my ass down my thurr~

Tsze and Enzo taiko Ernest.

Luckily she nvr zha my bo lol.

Vtec taiko John and Joy. Wah, double J [2xJ] Power mou??

This picture almost killed my appetite for breakfast man. ):

Erest: Knn, not man enough how to be taiko? Hok yeh lah!! _|_(+.+)_|_

Shit!! Almost cant see my face.

All: Cheers (:

Bitches gone wild.

We're bringing sexy back.. Oh yeah~

Baywatch style. Uhh, CJ CJ CJ!!

Saw: Can you feel my sexiness in the air?

After you see this pic it will be Visit Saw 2007 lol.

PiaK~

Joy: Eh? I swallowed 5 coconuts within an hour in Thailand =P

We dropped by Stephen's corner before we went home. It was a tiring day though.

Btw, I downloaded and watched a couple of movies at home. But Im just gonna highlight on this:

The Butterfly Effect 2

The sex scene was good though. My style.

Thanks for dropping by. Gonna call it a day. Peace.

. fucked up .

2007-07-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

As the title says, fucking fucked up.
Could somebody explain to me why is life so fucking hard?
These waves are crashing over my fucking head all the time.
Im 10 feet under and upside down.
And soon enough i will get lost into your eyes.

If you could..
Give me the courage i need to live, the strength i need, the air that i breathe.
Catch me when i fall

P/S: When you're feeling empty, keep me in your memories. (:

. heavoline .

2007-07-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

What do you do when you're bored at home?

Hell yeah, this is what I do. Recalling the sweet memories we all had in the good old days. Omg, you guys dont know how much I missed the bgms, maps and game play lol. Seriously couldnt find any other mmorpgs as classic as this wei.

I remembered the days when I was with Heavoline, playing together with my classmates when I was in high school. Weil Xuan, Swee Pyng, Shein, Benon, Song Jie, Zhi Hui, Suk Zan, Hon Liang, Jun Keat, Jee Heng, Keen Ho, and Aaron. Good old days, we all were named in the Hall of Fame though, great old days. Heavoline was disband and then later we merged with UVE and created a new one UVE[emo] branch. lol. War of Emperium! Weeeeeeee haha. Im still looking for the old screen shots we've taken, but it seems that the pictures are gone already because I have reformat my hard disc so many times. Some more its so long ago leh.

Anyway, all the screenshots below are not mine, its all taken by Xuan, so all credits to Xuan. Thanks, bro. You peeps can click on the thumbnail to get a bigger view of the shots, peace.

=|H|eaVolin|E|=

Before we head to war ..

Everybody: CHONG ARRRRRRR !!!

Heavo defending sub-entrence.

Heavo defending Al De Baran 11

Come in if you dare. Mahai even lizard come in also die.

Pvp. Look at Songjie [Gugubird], dropped dead on the floor. LOL

MY wedding at the church. Yeah, He|L is me.

So sad, only 2 people attended my [black tuxedo] wedding. It was midnight thats why haha.

Everybody: Com'on, bitches!

Few of the frontlines of Heavoline. Xuan

Some chick sucking my dick. Hilarious. LOL

Xuan's wedding. Im the first from left, yeah the one with the blinker.

Everybody: O.O

Everybody: No way. Mmm~ _|_ @.@ _|_

Everybody: =3

Everybody: BLUEK!!

Any finally, Everyone smileeeeeeeeee. [CHICHAK] (:

Sweet memories, o sweet memories..

Anyway, about this trinity server im currently into, smooth gaming without lags. Pretty cool, exp rate not bad too. Here are some screenshots I took ..

Stalker in Lutie

Stalker in Comodo

Haha, thanks for reading my boring post. I will upload and edit this post when I have new pictures of my other characters. Peace.

. love is an endless thirst .

2007-07-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

Sarang eun uhn je na mok ma reu da ..

. rendevous .

2007-07-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hey people. I have been rotting at home so far. Watched a couple of movies at home, Road Trip, Eurotrip, Ghost Rider, Reign of Fire and stuff. Eurotrip was tight man. Funny. Fuckshit, the Berlin girl, omg. Caught my brother on fire.

Monday was Ernest Dai Ko's birthday. Went out to OU to celebrate with him. Went chillis for lunch. Holy shit, not even half of the Triple Play we already KO. And we had Transformers for some entertainment. Lol, pretty much of a kiddy show, but it was kinda tight. I liked it. Fuckshit, MEGAN FOX!! Man, I love that motherfucker!! The under the hood scene, keep stucking on my head man. I mean, with the curvy body and sweaty skin!! Can you dig that??!! <-- No Sacrifice. No Victory --> power mou?? Hehe

By the way, went to the curve with Joy and Tsze. It was Thursday, and the curve is so dead. I think 10 fingers can finish counting every time we look around the complex. Kanina i think you guys can bring a few futsal teams and start the kick off there right in the middle of the curve lol.

Went and have lunch at Marche but ok lar, the food zone was quite crowded. But still not as many people as we expected, felt almost like a cemetery. Joy just came back from BangCock, ops I mean Bangkok so she wasnt in the mood of shopping. Tsze bought a black Giordano T, quite nice. Whoa, its nice to have your manager to go shopping with you, where she does everything for you haha. All I did was standing at the fitting room and wait for Joy and Tsze to get the shirts for me. Cheers.

Tsze's chicken stream pizza.

Joy's macaroni pasta.

My roasted chicken.

Joy: Mamamiya~

After that we went over to New Zealand Natural to have some drinks and ice-cream.

Tsze: My strawberry smoothies, MINE YOU FUCKERS!!

Joy: Mmm~ Me lurve strawberries.

All: Smile ~ ChikCHAK!

A proper group picture (:

Hehe, camwhoring while waiting Tsze to try on her shirt in Giordano fitting hall.

Joy: Look into the mirror, aye!~

Joy: Hands down ivan. Eh? Wad d fuck?

Me: This is the way to do it lah, boss! (:

Finally it turned out better.

Went back to Joy's house. Was accompanying Tsze waiting for her mum to pick her up. So Joy did some facial treatment on me.

Me: Awwww fuck. It hurts!!

The rain aint sweet man ):

Half dead liao.

Tsze: Haha Ivan you sissy boy!

Ivan: Lol Tsze you'r not any better =P

Joy: Welcome to Joy Painting Academy

Me: O, what the fuck you doing lah, boss?

Hehe, I survived a day without getting whooped in the ass by Joy, but instead, Tsze did ):

P/S: Happy birthday to Enzo Taiko Ernest and to Hafiz. All the best in your lives bros.

. marketing .

2007-07-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, "I am very
rich. Marry me!"
That's Direct Marketing

You're at a party with a bunch of
friends and see a gorgeous girl.
One of your friends goes up to her
and pointing at you says,
"He's very rich. Marry him."
That's Advertising.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and get her
telephone number.
The next day you call and say, "Hi,
I'm very rich. Marry me."
That's Telemarketing.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous
girl.
You get up and straighten your tie;
you walk up to her and pour her a drink.
You open the door for her, pick up
her bag after she drops it, offer her
a ride, and then say, "By the way,
I'm very rich "Will you marry me?"
That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous
girl.
She walks up to you and says, "You
are very rich..."
That's Brand Recognition.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, "I'm rich.
Marry me"
She gives you a nice hard slap on
your face. That's Customer Feedback

. vu in business .

2007-06-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

Holidays? Its been a definition of hell for me so far. So many things have happened. It all happened so quickly. The truth hurts man, the pain is just too real. Many people say time heals. Bullshit, time doesn't heal man, scars remain there for life.

Anyway last Wednesday after my last paper for finals, got invited over to Joy's house for dinner. The pasta was good. If only she could spice down a lil bit. It was burning down my throat as if it was made from the land of Mordor wei. And i was crying out load for u people to stop stuffing the mashed potato into my mouth lol.

Thursday night, as usual, home day. Fuck-O. I'v missed Maison so so much wei. The feeling of getting home is just.. Damn haha. But Maison was too crowded. Upstairs was so crowded til we couldn't even walk wei. Holy shit. But good thing was i met alot of my friends there. They all offered me drinks trying to make me drunk. Damn wei, the Graveyard was tight wei. Got tipsy after that and went out and chill until they call the ladies night to a close. Why la so many friends there? As if it was some old sports gathering or something lol.

Friday night, went out with Vtec taiko, RB king, Celica taiko and Mivec king for a test drive in SS2. We tasted the killer sausage thou. It was fun. All of us were crying for more drinks ahaha. After Ming Tien we drifted to our next stop Kei Tak Sek for some desert.

Then after that went to AC play pool with Pei Wen, John, Ernest, William, Jin Ning, Charlken and Liau. Damn wei, im addicted to pool lol, finally we had ramlee burger for breakfast around 3am before we go home.

Anyway, enough words. Let the pictures speak on my behalf.

Partay @ Joy's place

The queens.

Ladies.

Beauty n d beast.

Liau: Aiya, ladies' man? Normal lah!

Cal: Jump in my car, shorties.

Me: Who's your daddy, bitches?

Hafiz: Sick in bed? I be the pimp ):

Who's the G, nigga?

My boss. she whoops my ass all the time T_T

Thursday night: Maison

Joy: Get ur ass over here for the cam, Ivan!!

Jun the badboy bitch: KO!!

Aaron got drunk before he even drinks?

Porky got himself a new haircut.

The queen gets tipsy

They almost set me on fire wei.

Friday Night @ Ming Tien & Kei Tak Sek

Ernest, John, and Elly

Tsze, Cal, and me

Cal: My lady .. Ey yo get the cam on us, bitch!

Tsze: Holy shit, not again?; Cal: OMFG!!

I felt like tricky tongue lol.

John: KNN so mm bei min meh?!

Hehe. That's how my holiday so far. Peace.

P/S: Call me stupid, dumb or wadever. I said for life means for life, OK?

. 家 .

2007-06-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

用华语来写捕落？总觉得有一点挑战性. 给一点面子啦！！第一次嘛.

有一些话很想对某某人说. 既然口中说不出，那我就写出来咯

这一段歌词是从南拳妈妈的离家不远的歌拿出来的.

如果你记得方向家就在不远前方
只有家的灯光比夜空中的星星还亮
要是你迷失方向想找个地方流浪
家永远在你的身旁
太阳才交替月亮星星又笼罩了窗
爸妈斑驳的鬓角诉说了逝去的时光
就算没地方流浪只要你记得方向
家永远在你的身旁

再见！
保重了，朋友。

. down to d club .

2007-06-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha bitches .. Lets holla to the streets of sunway .. and puchong ofcourse hehe.

First, we had ..

Microeconomics
Status: Partially pwned

Second, we had ..

Business Law
Status: Owned

p/s. Almost can la, just that i copied the wrong answer.

Thrid, we had ..

Business Statistic
Status: Owned

Lastly, we had ..

Management & Organisation Behaviour
Status: Totally pwned

Haiyo, now that finals is over, which means home is another day closer.
Oh yeah, I can smell the bottles in the air already.
Bring it to me babeh ..

P/S: You think Im Mr. Incredible meh. Fucktard exams.

. killer sausage .

2007-06-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

Been struggling for the week with diseases man shit. AIDS, HIVs, Bird Flu whatever shit you name it. Guess what, Im not feeling any tension for exams yet. Why am I so cold? I dun wanna see you people same place same time next year. Help me ~

Anyway, it was Friday night. No maison for so long, but it doesnt really matter, cause we've got yum cha!! Went to Williams with a bunch of friends. Aaron brought us all to Williams. Ewww, Williams is totally out of what I expected. But the food is very nice I heard. It was fun though. Had a lil gangsta acting and conversations with Vtec Tai Ko and gang.

After that Aaron suggested that he would bring us to experience some kinda killer sausage, extra spicy sausage in Ming Tien. That bastard was exaggerating all the way. So we snapped the shit outta him because we thought that sausage is just gonna be a piece of cake for us. Hahaha, when the sausage were served on our table, holy shit. The smell of it is really qi li xiang [七里香] man.

The pictures below are taken from Calvin's blog.
Credits to Calvin as well for the pictures.

Heheh, this picture tells how pain its gonna be.

First Blood.

Tsze: Fuck it, Im gonna eat it!

Calvin: Here comes the pain!!

Ju En: Nah ..

Tears flowing down and sweating like mad. Elly.

Ju En: ROAR!! x_x

Half dead already.

Cursing at the sausage.

Im not drunk, feel damn dizzy already.

Now, this is what you call drunk =)

3 ma lat lou still posing.

Haha, surprisingly we had 3 of the sausage. When I went home, my asshole was on fire wei. Smoke also come out already.

All the best to all you people who are gonna sit for the finals. Cheers.

P/S: Hey porky bitch, fuck you wei. Here's a lil entertainment for you guys. Check it out. The Olympic of Pain

. fun fun fun .

2007-06-03T12:34:00.000+08:00

Had a lil drinking session with some VU friends on friday night. Was kinda pissed at the fucktard boss, still do man. What the fuck is this man, could have sued him under fraudulent misrepresentation LOL. 43 bucks each, we were told that we could be given a 50% student discount but ending up the boss telling us there is no discount for saturday is an eve of public holiday, holy shit. Haih but come to think of it, it doesnt really matter anymore because we had so much fun lol.

It started off fine.

Fucktards...

Wahaha the fun of camwhoring

Anyway, there's no way we gonna go back to the Joint man. Oh by the way, we'r not the only ones who got cheated wahahhaa. Some old fuckers also kena. They were pretty much pissed when they walked outta Joint haha. Whole face red like monkey and complaining. Rot in hell bitches. That's all for now. Peace out y'all.

. missing the days .

2007-05-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Its been a week since You've been gone. Im still very much missing Your voice, Your jokes, Your laughters and Your vulgars. All of us do. They still ring in my ears in class from time to time. Well I guess all of us have pretty much moved on already. Although we move on, You are not forgotten as Your presence is still in our hearts.

You have helped us in such a way that we are now looking after each other better now. I can feel our friendships between our group have been strengthened. Thank you so much for bringing all of us through and You will always be part of us until the day we meet again. Bro for life.

Shit! I have been outdated adi lah!! There are so many must-watch-movies that I havent watch leh. Spiderman 3, Pirates of the Carribean also havent watch!! If you all ask me to give a reason, I also dunno what reason to give. Im not studying, havent started btw. Aih when Im at home my productivity is just 0. Too many stuff to play at home. Lol. Where are you boss??!! I need to go your house and study aaaaaa Tsze!!

Maison!! Maison!! I must go home after my finals. I miss my home so much. Havent been going home for 3 weeks liao. How? Oh fuck. Porky, Kat, Kelvin, Matt, Shantee, Carol~! Lets go~!!!

P/S: Your smile paints a thousand picture of how beautiful the memories you have left for us. Thank You so much for adding colors into our lives.

. still sleeping .

2007-05-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

Finals coming adi.. What the hell am i doing now? Yeah should be studying.
Wake up !!!! IVAN WAKE UP!!

But hor, where to start? How to start? And what to start?
Im lost.

So, fuck it. =)

. rest in peace .

2007-05-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

Ng Chee King.

Most people come and go, but what makes you stay is the sweet memories you have left in each and every single of our lives, Your laughter, your smile, your kindness, and most importantly your heart.

You are always in our heart. Whereever you may go, you will not be too far away from us,because your name is carved deeply in our hearts.

Once a brother, forever a brother. Thanks for treating us like your real brothers and sisters.

May you rest in peace, my brother, my friend.

. roar .

2007-05-23T18:15:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeee. Im so excited bout it!
Gonna watch it in Jarred's house tonight.

P/S: Jarred, Im gonna see how AC Milan trashed the shit outta Liverpool tonight. Hehehe

. tagged .

2007-05-20T12:29:00.000+08:00

Alright, I have been tagged. These are the rules and I'll follow it.

Rules:
For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story about one of your crushes, be
it a current or previous crush.
To be exactly different from the common tags, there is no questions imposed this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her.
Also, five persons will need to be tagged at the end of the post.
You must post up these rules before you start writing.

She is the one that taught me how to write the word 'love', its my first heartbreak in 2 years, i cried for her for fuck's sake. First time I cried for a girl and first time I cried INFRONT of a girl hehe. Neway
Exclusion clause!! Sorry for the boring english and I will not be liable for any brain damages. Hehe, my eng sucks lol. peace.

How We Started

It was all started during the waltz practice class. Mr. Zain chose 16 pairs of couples as in representatives for the fashion and cultural show for VU night, which is actually our prom night. In the end it ended up with only 10 couples because of some No-Fuck attitude by some bastards.

Remember the 1-week-holiday we had in the begnining of April? When we had the block teaching for Management. We had a practice right after the whole thing. We were practing 2 by 2 ma, as in couples. So suddenly I realised Joy was missing when we were supposed to start another round of the waltz. Her partner didnt turn up so she was dancing alone, as in dancing with an imaginary partner lor. She saw that Joy was missing, actually Joy was answering the call outside, so she came up to me and say she replace Joy for a while first lo, and this is when she started dancing with me. I was talking crap and joking some shit out when I was dancing with her. When the whole thing ended she told me that I was her perfect match. Waaaaa, being a guy la and a girl is saying that to you, hahhaah i felt like heaven wei lol. So I thanked her and replied that she is my perfect match too.

The following week we started meeting each other in college and started talking. Remembering that week was the hectic week for us to hand in our Business Law assignment by the end of the week. She started caring for me and bugging me and helped me in my assignments, as in telling me what is required to be included and stuff like table of content, faculty of business cover page all these were provided by her. We got closer and closer during the waltz practice, and for the VU nite, she wanted to be my date but Christine asked me a month before even before I met her. I wish i could be her date but i cant as for me already promised Christine to be her date.

During an outing with her and friends, I found out that she is actually 3 years older than me, with her year of born is 1985 and I'm 1988. She also said that she is currenly engaging with somebody who is going after her, not really a bf, its just someone that she hasnt approved. The guy chase her for more than 8 months already. Knowing that I was sobbing and felt my heart was blended into pieces.

Confession Time

VU nite, where the end was just a begining. I brought her to my friend's studio for full make up and stuff. And I bought her a pair of earring for the VU nite. The night was cold because we were sitting on a different table, we were so far apart, ok fine. Me and my friends already planned to visit Maison after the VU nite, so U-Jun being my hengdai he asked her to come along to Maison, (actually i asked her already and she said she dont wanna go to this kind of places), ok dont know what the fuck went wrong she accepted the invitation. So I was damn pissed at U Jun because I was so worried that she has asthma and I know she dont like to go to this kind of place. I had a fight with U-Jun. It was me who raised my voice and scolded U-Jun la, I lost my head that time. Haha ok sorry I think i will go straight to the point.

In Maison, knowing that she definitely got feelings for me, I approached her. You all know me la, damn shy one hehehehe, I dont dare to confess using my mouth one. All my life I never confess using my mouth before. So I took her palm up, I wrote ' I Love You' on it. Then she started starring at me, I was like, oh fuck!! And then she confess also saying she also like me. Ok la, then she told me alot of stuff. At first she dont dare to like me because she saw me and Christine together, and she thought Christine was actually my gf. And she told me she dont dare to like me because alot of girls like me also. Hehehe.

That night, was actually the night she had to let go of me, because of her 'bf'. She started crying with Yi Ying after that and then lotsa things happened. Ok I brought her back to Palm's house together with Elly and I accompanied her the whole night until the next morning. The whole night we didnt sleep. We confessed alot. Since then, she thought me the word 'LOVE'. Althou we cant be together, Im still happy we have a beautiful memories laying under the grave in my heart.

Forgive me for not telling another 70% of the story, becuase it hurts. And I dont wanna mention it for some of you already know. The problem is between God and her. I dont understand, why is God so cruel? Why cant God let her choose her own happiness?

Are you gonna kiss me everytime I close my eyes?

Ok la, enough of the story, 'you' might be reading this. And if you are, i just wanna say it 1 more time.
I never regretted even a single second loving you. Because of you, Im not me anymore. Im sorry Im not perfect, I couldnt give you the best things, but I would have my best for you. And lastly, if loving you was wrong, then I would never wanna be right, you get me??

Hmm, ok la. Now here's the list of person i wanna tag.
Quinee
Summer
Phoebe
Zuo Han
Hui Zhi

. devil me .

2007-05-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hey people, i got this from ah yoong's blog. Here goes my personalities

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

However, this is the other side of me

You are Death

Change, Transformation, Alteration.

People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the
best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

. lessons .

2007-05-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hallo, found dis interesting article on some shit website, here goes. enjoy.

LESSON 1

A junior manager, a senior manager and their boss are on their way to a
meeting. On their way through a park, they come across a wonder lamp.They
rub the lamp and a ghost appears.

The ghost says, "Normally, one is granted three wishes but as you are
three, I will allow one wish each"

So the eager senior manager shouted, "I want the first wish. I want to
be in the Bahamas, on a fast boat and have no worries." Pfufffff, and he
was gone.

Now the junior manager could not keep quiet and shouted "I want to be
In Florida with beautiful girls, plenty of food and cocktails." Pfufffff,
and he
Was also gone.

The boss calmly said, "I want these two idiots back in the office after
lunch at 12.35pm ."

*MORAL OF THE STORY IS: " ALWAYS ALLOW THE BOSSES TO SPEAK FIRST"*

LESSON 2

Standing in front of a shredder with a piece of paper in his hand.

"Listen," said the CEO, "this is a very sensitive and important
document,and my secretary has left. Can you make this thing work?"

"Certainly," said the young executive.

He turned the machine on, inserted the paper, and pressed the start
button.

"Excellent, excellent!" said the CEO as his paper disappeared inside
the shredder machine. "I just need one copy."

*LESSON II - NEVER, NEVER ASSUME THAT YOUR BOSS KNOWS EVERYTHING.*

LESSON 3

An American and a Japanese were sitting on the plane on the way to LA
When the American turned to the Japanese and asked, "What kind of -ese
are
you?"

The Japanese confused, replied, "Sorry but I don't understand what you
mean."

The American repeated, "What kind of -ese are you?"
Again, the Japanese was confused over he question.

The American, now irritated, then yelled, "What kind of -ese are you
.. Are you a Chinese, Japanese, Vietnamese!, etc......???"

The Japanese then replied, "Oh, I am a Japanese."
A while later the Japanese turned to the American and asked What kind
Of 'key' was he.

The American, frustrated, yelled, "What do you mean what kind of -kee'
am I ?!"

The Japanese said, "Are you a Yankee, donkee, or monkee?"

*LESSON III - NEVER INSULT ANYONE.*

LESSON 4

There were these 4 guys, a Russian, a German, an American and a French,
who found this small genie bottle. When they rubbed the bottle, a genie
appeared.
Thankful that the 4 guys had released him out of the bottle,

He said, "Next to you all are 4 swimming pools, I will give each of you
A wish. When you run towards the pool and jump, you shout what you want
the pool of
Water to become, then your wish will come true."

The French wanted to start. He ran towards the pool, jumped and
shouted"WINE".
The pool immediately changed into a pool of wine. The Frenchman was so
Happy swimming and drinking from the pool.

Next is the Russian's turn, he did the same and shouted, "VODKA" and
Immersed himself into a pool of vodka.

The German was next and he jumped and shouted, "BEER". He was so
Contented with his beer pool.

The last is the American. He was running towards the pool when suddenly
He steps on a banana peel. He slipped towards the pool and shouted,
"SHIT!!!!!!!........."

*LESSON IV - THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING, BECAUSE SOMETIMES
ACCIDENTS DO HAPPEN.*

LESSON 5

The organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was
In charge. Each organ took a turn to speak up:

Brain......... I should be in charge because I run all body functions.
Blood........ I should be in charge because I circulate oxygen for the
brain.
Stomach... I should be in charge because I process food to the brain.
Legs......... I should be in charge because I take the brain where it
Wants to go.
Eyes......... I should be in charge because I let the brain see where
it's going.
Asshole.....I should be in charge because I get rid of your waste.

All the other parts laughed so hard and this made the asshole very mad.
To prove his point, the asshole immediately slammed tightly closed and
Stayed that way for 6 days, refusing to rid the body of any waste
whatsoever.

Day 1 - Brain got a terrible headache and cried out for relief
Day 2 - Stomach got bloated and began to ache terribly
Day 3 - Legs got cramps and became unstable
Day 4 - Eyes became watery and vision became blurred
Day 5 - Blood became toxic and poisoned the body
Day 6 -The other organs agreed to let the asshole be in charge.

*MORAL OF THE STORY: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, OR HOW IMPORTANT YOU THINK
YOU ARE, YOU WILL FIND THAT IT IS ALWAYS THE ASSHOLE THAT IS IN CHARGE.*

. alive .

2007-05-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

Champions!! Perhaps you people shall sing with me,

Glory Glory Man United,
Glory Glory Man United,
Glory Glory Man United,
As The Reds Go Marching Up Up Up !!

Champions for the ninth time, can you dig that? For Chelski fans, FUCK Y'ALL man, hehe, sorry I just kidding ok? Take that!

Anyway I have been the definition of hell for the past few weeks. And guess what? Finally i have decided to think positively for the future. I have trust in her. I want her to be happy, so I aint gonna be a papaya face no more. Lets cheeer up people. I really appreciate those who have been trying hard to keep me alive, and put a smile on my face. Joy, Maria, Elly, YingYing, U-Jun, XiaoXuan, Evonne, Palm, Tsze Tsze and most importantly Veri for giving me all her energy to keep me smiling and care for me always. Im sorry if I ever let you all down ya. Forgive me.

Assignments? Nah. MOB textbook is on the way home dawg. M gonna start reading up the chapters tmr, hahah time is running out bitches. So I better get my black ass on the chair and eyes on the books, SHIT!

Was reading KAT's blog, what the fuck?? Finals coming in a month's time. How am i gonna buck up? Deng lo no textbooks leh. Need to wake up already. Peace.

. end of me .

2007-05-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

This is the

End of me

END OF me

END OF ME

Im sorry to dissappoint all of you who have given me so much hope. I really appreciate it. But destiny is beyond my control i might say.

My Squirrel,
Thank you for teaching me what is love, which i have never experienced before.
Thank you for defending me when everyone was being mad at you about me.

Thank you for what you did
You didn’t have to do it
I’m glad someone like you
Could help me to get through it

I’ll always think of you
With a glad and grateful heart
You are very special
I knew it from the start!

. VU Nite .

2007-05-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

Vu Nite ..? Not as grand as we expected. But its fine, i fucking lost stevensunny's coat in the backstage. Now im nothing but a dead meat. It was a heartbreaking nite, with tons of problems laying behind my back, making me trapped emotionally between the past and the present.

Aiseh cut d craps out lah now lets talk about the events. Valmanway rocked the roof out, unfortunatelly, or rather the other band was too fortunate, they walked away with the best band prize. Haiz, ah yoong, u guys did well. Fashion show was okay. Luckily i never miss any steps or whatsoever.

Maison, after the prom. Shuffle? Nah, i cant shuffle. What i did was i danced with her, as i promised i would give my night to her. Who cares about how people think, we enjoyed dancing waltz with trance in our own world hehe.

Back to my problems. Do you trust me? All i can say is im not what i was anymore. All i ask from all of you is a trust in me. Will i hurt her? The answer lies below. Anyway, here's a little something i wan her to have

I promise you my love
I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart

I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie

I promise you forever
I promise you tonight
I promise you my respect
I promise to do things right

I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to always love you
I promise to be your best friend

I promise you my love
I promise you my life
I promise this forever
I promise our LOVE is my life

Anyway enough of the talkings, now let the picture paint a thousand words for ya

Thats all for now, more to come when i get them all. peace.

. i cry .

2007-04-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

A really nice song from a japanese singer Yuri Chika, thought of sharing with you guys. Here you go:

Yuri Chika - I Cry--Download Here

I Cry
Yuri Chika

Every night I find it so hard to sleep
Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings from deep
Oh baby I try to hide all these feelings for you
I keep them all out of sight
I don't know what else to do

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

Sometimes I wonder in the blink of a night
Would you be waiting to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how it's to show you
That I'm not good be real
I'll be eternally faithful
Forever I feel

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

No one can tell me that I may be wrong
Cause I know in my heart
This feeling still running strong

Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter it fell apart

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

. broken .

2007-04-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

First time in 2 and a half years. First time im feeling a fucking crack, and i mean a real hard crack in my heart. She is no ordinary girl. She's one who doesnt go clubbing, not a shoppoholic, and not a flirtter or wadever u call a playgirl. She is sooo lovely, caring, and cuteeeeee hehe.

Things started back in a week's time. When we truely met each other. Actually we did la. First time i met her i was sitting right infront of her in the exam hall during Stats paper. I turned behind and ask her about what to fill in for the required data sheet. Second was when i asked her about the MOB assignment regarding the Inconvenient Truth shit, or however you spell it.

Things realli get so complicated la haiz. Forgive me for there's lotta stuff I couldnt say it out because it hurts so badly. Are we close enough to feel the heartbeat goes 'kaabooooooom'?? Guess what, I have no idea.

Hehe tell you all a good news. A number of people came up to me and say, 'Ivan aa, why you always so happy one? When I see you hor, also you smiling 1. You make me very happy everytime I see you.' Hehe, waaaaaah, i tell you hor, the feeling inside my heart is priceless. I mean its so nice to get people happy. I dont mean to boast anything about myself la, but, waaaaah hehee.

Ok la, enough for today la, im still living in pain. Pain here pain there, heart pain like how ah? No words can describe it lah hehehehe. Thx for dropping by, peace.

P/S: When u tickle me = $60, when u knock my head = $90, when you smile = priceless

. sex .

2007-04-22T16:26:00.000+08:00

As plain as you can be
The place is Sunway lilly
The player you and me

She whispered "Will it hurt me?"

"Of course not" answered me
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."

then she said "I'm frightened,

I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times.
And said it can be sore."

Then finally contented

Laid back and relaxed a bit
Quickly and readily i bent over her
And then i started it

It was growing rather painful

Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been quite a size

"Calm yourself," i whispered to her

My face was filled with a grin
"Try and open a bit wider
So I can get it in".

"It's coming now," i whispered.

"I know."she cried in a bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I am having this.."

And with final effort

She gave a frightened shout.
I gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.

She lay back quite contented

Sighed and gave a smile
She said," I am glad I came now
You made it worth my while."

=) XD >D =P= XD D< (=

. death .

2007-04-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hey playas, sorry for deserting my blog for such a long time. Im back! I've been struggling searching for my mood back on9 .. Some of you already know the reason la, hehe.

Holiday? What have i been doing during the holidays? Nothing but digging my own hole for my own grave. Went out everyday knowing there's tons of assignments and homework in my bag. My assignments, textbooks, and homework have been laying eggs and staying in my car for the whole week liao. Sorry ar assignments and my textbooks. Y'all deserve more than that, perhaps those textbooks should rot in hell eternally. I havent even started my assignments wei. And im suppose to due my homework tomorrow. Im so dead.

Haha, havoc holiday ar. Go here go there, eat eat eat and eat. Went to KL jus to eat la, sunway to yum cha, and wanted to do homework in sunway but, hehe u all know me la, in the end never started anything. There was a rave party in taylors' college last friday nite, wtf wei? The moment i stepped into the rave hall, i had this weird feeling as if i was in the lion dance society. Haha, i think around 70% of them were in shuffling attire. U kno la, those shuffling pants, fooiyooh, the more i look at it, the nicer it gets.

Ok la put holiday aside, i'v been struggling emotionally for the past few days. I somehow was emotionally trapped between life and death. I thought about death, but its way beyond my guts to do so. Not that Quinee has mentioned it, I felt like crying , and laughing too. But im very confused, i dunno which girl should i have my tears for. M sorry, i cant have my tears with a mixture of both emotioanlly sad and happy situation. Life is just so beautiful isnt it? Where you get trapped often between life and death, and sadness or happiness. Haha, dig that.

VU nite is coming weii !! Ok ah i wanna take my opportunity here to say this to my dateeee

CHRISTINE, I WILL SAVE MY LAST DANCE FOR YOU...

Last but not least,
VERI, YOU ARE STILL MY PERFECT MATCH TOO. =D

Suck on that, bitches. Peace.

. i give up .

2007-04-11T16:05:00.000+08:00

I give up

I GIVE up

I GIVE UP ..!!

. Do you love your parents?

2007-03-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey ..
Been having a tiring day today. Everything is so fucked up sometimes. Damn wei, there is a test tomorrow, for Microeconomics (MIP), and i think im gonna be dead drownin in the trance of economics. I couldnt understand a single shit that came out from the lecturer.

I had a 3 hours break today after my MIP lecture. I drove to Pyramid together with Kang Wei and Yoong for lunch. Were having fun talkin abt obscene shits, which almost laughed our asses off. We were joking abt some sex stories and craps that eventually attracted some neighbouring tables to stare at us haha.

Anyway, i found and read this article while i was searching for some info abt some movies, Bridge to Tarbathia or something, forgive me for not getting the spelling right. actually i did this article as an assignments for one of my subjects in CIMP, Families in a Diverse Society. Its good to splash some fresh water on our faces when we need it. Here goes:

An 80 year old man was sitting on the sofa in his house along with his 45 years old highly educated son.
Suddenly a crow perched on their window.

The Father asked his Son, "What is this?"

The Son replied "It is a crow".

After a few minutes, the Father asked his Son the 2nd time, "What is this?"

The Son said "Father, I have just now told you "It's a crow".

After a little while, the old Father again asked his Son the 3rd time, What is this?

At this time some expression of irritation was felt in the Son's tone when he said to his
Father with a rebuff..
"It's a crow, a crow".

A little after, the Father again asked his Son the 4th time, "What is this?"

This time the Son shouted at his Father,
"Why do you keep asking me the same question again and again, although
I have told you so many times 'IT IS A CROW'.
Are you not able to understand this?"

A little later the Father went to his room and came back with an old tattered diary,
which he had maintained since his Son was born. On opening a page, he asked his
Son to read that page. When the son read it, the following words were written in the diary :-

"Today my little son aged three was sitting with me on the sofa, when a crow was
sitting on the window. My Son asked me 23 times what it was, and I replied to him
all 23 times that it was a Crow. I hugged him lovingly each time he asked me the
same question again and again for 23 times.
I did not at all feel irritated I rather felt affection for my innocent child".

While the little child asked him 23 times "What is this", the Father had felt no irritation in
replying to the same question all 23 times and When today the Father asked his Son the
same question just 4 times, the Son felt irritated and annoyed.

So..

If your parents attain old age, do not repulse them or look at them as a burden, but speak to
them a gracious word, be cool, obedient, humble And kind to them. Be considerate to your parents.
From today say this aloud,
"I want to see my parents happy forever. They have cared for me ever since I was a little
child.
They have always showered their selfless love on me.
They crossed all mountains and valleys without seeing the storm and heat to make me a
person presentable in the society today".

After reading this, i somehow realized that this story reflects back on me. Remembering the times that i shouted at my mum for irritating me, and the times when i was a little kid running around and keeping my mum's hand busy for causing troubles. My mum told me, sometimes when i started screaming at her when she is trying to ask me how m i doing or just to check on me whether im fine, she somehow feels that her heart is bleeding, making her feel like crying. I felt so sorry for her now, and i hate myself for being so ungrateful. Imagine she raised me up with her barehand, and giving me such a good life, and she is getting all these from me? I was thinking, if i were to be her, I will probably feel the cut inside my heart.

To tell y'all the truth, a simple 3-word phrase such as 'I love you" right into the face of your parents could cause more than happiness and joy inside of them. Isn't it easy to say out the 3 words? Easy right, and yet so many of us feel so awkward to say it. If you truly love them, say it and always remember this, treat others like how you want others to treat you. What comes around goes around man. peace.

Nothing in this world is IMPOSSIBLE. Cause the word IMPOSSIBLE itself says I M POSSIBLE

. Pasta .

2007-03-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hello. Im back. First of all sorry for not updating my blog and making it so deserted for quite some time. Secondly, I'd like to rephrase what was written in the past few posts, that i do not like to use fancy English or grammar in my post. I wan to make it straight to the point. And I dont run around the bush for fuck's sake. Some of u been telling me, "oi nigga, y ur blog so cha one, all ur grammar is like Chinaman only". Hehe, well there goes my answer. I'm not gonna mention the name la but, yea i admit my English sucks, but u'r not any better than me. No offense la hehehe.

Been tasting different kinds of pasta in my Uni life, both bitter pasta and sweet pasta. Damn dawg, lemme start with the bitter one. Been stressing out with my assignments for the past 2 weeks. Been panicking and tryin to solve the problems with my assignments. In the end, i screwed it. Haha Business Stats, damn man i couldnt understand what on earth is the fengshui chinese geek teaching in lectures. In tutes, all he does is ask us to do on the board and he marks it. Damn, wtf wei ?? He should get a life in lets say being Lillian Too's slave or whatever la.

Now the sweet one. Recently been nominated to be one of the 12 guys that will have to represent the juniors on VU night. I'v just consulted Mr. Zain today, and guess what? I dont have to work my ass off to get a culturer wear, he told me to dress in Business Attire, representing the business-hood in Malaysia hahaa. Damn man, so i get to dance with my lovely date, Christine, or rather Ashley, in a proper gear. Haha. Instead of dancing with some indian costume with a flying carpet, lol.

There is this chick in Vu , which i wanted to kno her for quite some time already. Am not goin to mention her name la obviously but she has been coming up to me and talking to me. Haha, the best thing was she came to me and asked me how was my business stats test. Hehe, felt so happy wei. I dun have an intention to go after her la ofcourse, but she has a bf already. Tell u wad, she was wearing a transparent mini skirt during one of the lectures in week 2. Haha, Yoong and Kang Wei can be witness for that man.

Ok la, as usual i dont like to blog much. I will tell more about my days with loreal and some events i'v been thru during the nex blog la. And recent updates ofcourse.

Night

2007-03-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

The night we met I felt so good
The stars fell from heaven
The moon shined so bright
I never thought it could

But then the owls hooted
The coyotes barked
I wished it was day
My mind was polluted

The rain came pouring
The moon eclipsed
The night was blackened
By this single doing

I felt lost
I felt scared
But then morning came
And it was all just a dream

.Mr Zain.

2007-03-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

Holla holla holla y'all playas, niggas, gangstas, wankstas, chink ass punkas, gangsta chicks, and etc etc <-- wtf ?? ahha anyway, good day to everyone.

Ok la, after a few weeks and consecutive torments of Business Stats [BS] and MicroEcons [MIP] lectures, finally, some fat jolly clown named Mr. Zain showed his other side today right after Business Law lecture. As y'all know la, business law assignments, damn terror wei the name. Lemme tell u how terror it is, Yoong, Kang Wei, Ham Tai Wong, Aaron, aiya basically everyone in business law lectures were getting panic the moment he mentioned 'Business Law Assessment'during BL workshop. And 'y'all nid to include 10 references from 10 different textbook' fooiyooh i can tell you some of them already screaming in pain lyk a bitch.

Lemme tell you something about Mr. Zain. He is a hell of a clown la. We just cant stop laughing our asses off during BL lectures. Jokes afta jokes, vulgar afta vulgars haha. At first he was a lil boasting abt himself being a gangsta and all, fighting with the black gangstas in the United States of America [ US and A ], burning skinheads in Germany. Haha, at first I was lyk, bla bla bla wadever la Im not interested to know. But then somehow later we find him a very very good lecturer. In fact, he is the best among all of them. He is those kind of lecturers that would put students first b4 anything else. As he always says, he can be a friend, or he can be a bad devil. If you mess with him, you better start digging a hole for your own grave.

Untill today, when some students went ahead to Mr. Zain rite after he finished his lectures intending to ask him about the assessment. And he started to explain that all he wanted is to see whether we r right on track. He did mention alot of times that all our assessments, if we show him that we atleast work or try to answer/do the assignments, he wont fail us just lyk that. Even if we give him a total piece of shit work, he will still give you back your work and correct you. All he wanted is just you to try. Isn't that amazing? I mean, to get a lecturer lyk this is lyk, one in a million perhaps.

Ok la, enough of university shits. i got nothing else to blog about wei. My life is dull, but its gonna b beautiful when there's shit loads of cash lol. peace.

. life .

2007-03-08T23:07:00.001+08:00

Hello, these few days have just been hectic in uni and relaxing at home. lol. y'all know me la, a procrastinator haha burning midnight oil is my specialty lol. anyway i was surfing the net for some psp plug-ins, i came across this interesting article. here goes:

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite,,,telling his guests to help themselves to the coffee.

When all had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

"Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink! What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups. . . . and then you began eyeing the other person's cup.

"Now consider this: Life is the coffee; the jobs, money, and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define or change the quality of Life we live. Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee. God brews the coffee, not the cups. Sit back, relax and just enjoy your coffee!

"The happiest people I know don't have the best of everything. They simply make the best of everything they have."

well as y'all know im not that kind of person who thinks deep very often. but this simple fact have really woke me up. now i realise wanting the best materials stuff in my life isnt important no more. i used to complain with everything i have, but now, i began to appreciate what i have, althou i dun drive nice cars [just a wira btw], im satisfied because there's lotta our friends out there who dont even own a car, some whom even need to depend public transport to colleges.

thinking about those who have low status in society, i give them my full respect even they're MPSJ's rubbish collectors, or factory workers. why? simply because they work with their bare hands and get a living with their own blood and sweat rather than doing stuff that are harmful such as robberies and snatch thieves. if u realise, all these people live happily. staying up late at nite drinking with friends in the kopitiam, here joke abit, there joke abit, blow yi blow water. seeing all the smile on their faces really brighten up my day ahha. sometimes we just need to think outside the box, and have a clearer mind of what makes us happy, what adds colours to our lives, instead of sitting at home winning and complaining things that we dun have. my piece of advice, live life to the fullest, inwardly ofcourse, not outwardly. peace.

. vindicated .

2007-03-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

Holla ..

First of all, I just want y'all to know I dont use fancy english in my blog man, Im just getting things straight forward here, I dont run around the bush for fuck's sake.

So there goes my high flying, low riding, and never tripping holidays, roller coaster holidays indeed. VU classes hav already begun. And Im still upset about the timetable i got. I hav big gaps on my timetable everyday. Atleast 2 hours everyday man, so what am i gonna do?? Gonna lepak around and get my black ass back to college for another class. Man thats all bullshit. Its not that bad after all knowing my dai lou William got the same timetable as i do.

Anyway, back to my holidays, imma let you guys know, the spring time of youth doesnt wait !! So play all you can while you still young and dangerous lol. I have been getting down with some gangsta shits with my psp - 50 Cent BulletProof, G-Unit Edition.

Thats the shit right there im telling y'all, it got me all addicted. For all you gangstas wanna-be i have something for you, try this Gangs Of London. Y'all can have a preview by clicking HERE Gangs Of London is shizzle that brings you into the world of gangsterism. It gives you a reality experience of a gangsta, so, try it out folks. Only available in psp ofcourse.

Ok la, i told y'all i dont blog long. there's about it. thx for dropping by. peace.

.window.

2007-03-02T17:40:00.000+08:00

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room’s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their
model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man couldn’t hear the band - he could see it. In his mind’s eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days and weeks passed….

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.

It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, “Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.”

Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can’t buy.

“Today is a gift, that’s why it is called the present.”

. cny .

2007-02-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

holla to all you playas out there
gong xi gong xi ..

man, cny.. just another ordinary week for me accept receiving a big ang pao from my mum. there aint got nothing else much for me during these days but rotting at home. been staring at my monitor doing nothing everyday just to kill my damn time. fungus growing on my dickhead, worms growing on my balls, and bacteria spreading happily inside of me, virus killing me softly inside my brain, damn. i cant wait for my uni to start la omg .. i cant find no words that can describe my boredom at home.

22nd of febuary, 2007, finally its around d corner, i can smell it in the air man. the day i'v been waiting for days, years, centuries, millenniums perhaps? curses to all the motherfuckers who set this date for my VU's orientation day. why cant it be earlier u all jibai kia T_T. some friends of mine telling me that they aint gonna make it, 'its just an orientation anyway' dats wat they say. seems lyk they dun give a damn abt it. why shud i ??!! but remember the fact that im sick and bored of being at home.

where is everyone?!?! my msn list is so deserted la. everyone's gone back to their hometown already, which is a good thing to do. pls dun leave all those old folks at home and rot, they nid some love man, saw some healthy advertisement on astro regarding advice that people shud go back to their hometown and celebrate cny with their old folks. therefore i hereby wish a safety and prosperous trip to all u playas.

ok la, i dun blog long, damn i think this post is kinda long d haha, anyway, peace.

.vulgar.

2007-02-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

Dir en grey - Vulgar Album--Download Here

Tracks:
1. Audience Killer Loop
2. The III D Empire
3. Increase Blue
4. Syoku Kurenai
5. Sajou no Uta
6. Red...[em]
7. Ashita Muki Koufuku, Komaeminaki Myounichi
8. Marmalade Chainsaw
9. Kasumi
10. Я To The Core
11. Drain Away
12. New Age Culture
13. Obscure
14. Child Prey
15. Amber

.gauze.

2007-02-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

Dir en grey - Gauze Album--Download Here
password:foxban

Tracks:
1. GAUZE-mode of adam-
2. Schweinの椅子
3. ゆらめき
4. Raison d'Etre
5. 304号室、白死の桜
6. Cage
7. 密と唾
8. Mazohyst of Decadence
9. 予感
10. Mask
11. 残-ZAN-
12. アクロの丘
13. GAUZE-mode of eve-

.withering.to.death.

2007-02-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

Dir En Grey - Withering to Death Album--Download Here

Tracks:
1.Merciless Cult
2.C
3.朔-saku-
4.孤独に死す、故に孤独。
5.愛しさは腐敗につき
6.Jesus Christ R'nR
7.GARBAGE
8.Machiavellism
9.dead tree
10.THE FINAL
11.Beautiful Dirt
12.Spilled Milk
13.悲劇は目蓋を下ろした優しき鬱
14.Koudo

Dir.en.grey

2007-02-15T17:39:00.000+08:00

Dir en grey - Agitated Screams Of Maggots Album--Download Here

Tracks:
1. Agitated Screams Of Maggots
2. 孤独に死す、故に孤独。 (Live)
3. Spilled Milk (Live)
4. Obscure (Live)

. loreal .

2007-02-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

holla holla holla

to all you players out there, whats up? wish that everything's going well. anyway, been busy and tired recently. went for an outing on friday [sungei wang], whoa it was lyk walking down the great wall man, shopping with girls aint a good thing im tellin you man, i mean they just cant keep their eagle eyes closed. last nite was hell of a nite, watching football in darusalam with the 'domestic fucker' gang, omg, pranks after pranks.

well lets get straight to the point. as i promised, i'll keep updating you guys on my modeling career. i'v done posting d first, what lies ahead of this post is another photo session, which was taken in myc! building, kuala lumpur, on the 22nd of december last year. my hair was so short la, wtf weh they chose the photo session the wrong time, for me. by the way it was my first official project for loreal. they were trying to promote their new 'undestructable gel', which is packaged in black. for more information you have a view on the myc! magazine for january.

yup, here goes some pictures, sit back and relax.

imma gangsta 4 life man, u heard me?? nah jk =D

haha my boss [ d 2 lenglui ]

ha, thats about it for the day. stay logged for more. thanks for visiting.

. as promised .

2007-02-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

holla holla holla

as i'v promised early i'll post some shit out. well some of u'v been coming up to me and askin me how's my modeling goin. waaa, lemme tell u honestly i dunno how to answer la haha. because its 'lyk dat lor'. d best answer wud be dat la. haiz.

anyway i wann all u playas out dere to kno dat in dis business, everything is screwed up. as some of u kno im working under loreal, not really 'work' la, but in general yes. they aint paying me shit man. u kno wad im sayin? they claimed dat those cash and prizes i won during d star search was d stuff they'r paying me. n u kno wad, i hvnt even received d cash yet, so do d rest of d winners. damn man. wad can i do abt it? just take it as a stepping stone n experience lor.

btw here's some pic i'd lyk to show u all la. for those of u who'v nvr seen b4, sit back n enjoy it.

Bousch&Lomb softlens photoshoots

ok la .. dats all for todae. more to come soon. stay logged ya. thanks for dropping by.