. memorial address .

Hey, this is gonna be an emo post. If you dont wanna read, then dont!

Sometimes i wonder, what would I be doing and where would I be without my friends? Im really sick and tired of all the lonely days I had. They say people come and go, yeah, its true that people come and go, but the footsteps you guys left in my heart are gonna be there forever. Cheers.

Friends are the most important things in my live, other than my family. I have alot of friends, both males and females. For me, it doesnt matter what you are, it doesnt matter how you look, it doesnt matter you're rich or poor, you people are still my friends. Friends who help out when Im in trouble unlike others who disappear when trouble comes. Friends who are good and reliable, I think these friends I have are the best people in the world! We take care of each other when we go out, making sure everybody is fine in college, having fun and making jokes outta each other.

I also realized that everyone have different characters, I believe everybody is unique and beautiful in the way they are, we all have different features that others dont have. But ofcourse, everybody has features and characteristics which people dont like, but hey! We are still humans. We're not perfect. I am sure if we can learn to accept it and we could lead a better tomorrow with better friendship.

It's great to have friends. They make you laugh, and you can do fun things together. But making friends and keeping friends is not always easy. Friends help us to learn to talk through our problems with people who care about us, rather than keeping everything inside, and let the emotions trapped all in, its not a good experience, trust me, I've been there.

I wanna let you all know, I love and treasure every single one of you. And if there's anything I did and any of you got offended, I appologize here ok, sorry. I wanna let you all know that without you people I wont be who I am today, thanks so much.

Sorry if I steal all your pictures without permission, I just wanna show that Im sincere that's it.

Norin Tau

Ming Hui

Yoong Tart

Tsze Tsze

John Fung

Kang Wei

Hui Zhi

Soo Ven

Su Anne & Billy Ching

Joy Chong & Calvin Lee

Summer Wong

Janice Tan

Carena Yew

Liau

Karmen % William Eu

Julina

Pei Wen

Keen Ho

Mario Kuang & Palm Paramet

Joanne Soo

Connie Lai

Shing Ying

Daniel

Shereen Mak

Ting

Christine Gan

U-Jun

Shereen Koo

Kelvin See & Kat

Donald Chong & Evon

Pui Ling

Wen Khai

Sayy, Elly

Carter % Jarred

Kelvin Chew

Ernest Chuah

Eshia

Xiao Tong

Yi Ying

Gregory Chen

Karena

Han Yuen

Hui Mei

Jeanie Leow

Kian Howe

Catherine Pang

Jeon Khai

Cayden

Windy Jie

Jin Ning

Maria

Xiao Xuan

Navin

Magdalene Ho

Sindy

Mimi Foo

Quinee

Yean May

Phoebe Wong

Matthew

Ron

Hong & Saw Zhen Ming

Shan-T

Yeh Chee

Tee Yew & Javad

Weil Xuan

Pei Leng

Zuo Han

Yan Yan

Yan Shen

Ying Jie2

Carol Chan

Last but not least


Ng Chee King, my friend, my bro. Who was, are, and will be part of us.

I seriously wish I could list each and every single one of you out. But Im sorry if some of you people pictures are not here, because I coundnt find any pic of you guys. Sorry. Once again, thanks for everything.

. koi shiyou .

Woke up at 12. Reached college around 12.25. I thought I could make it in 5 mins. I couldnt, well, puukie, it shows that Im not Mr. Incredible.

First day was okay. Everyone was saying ..
'Wah Ivan you look so guai zai adi arrrr!!'
'Ivan!! What happened to your hair?"
'Omfg Im so not used to your guai zai style, Ivan!!'
'Knn you siiao jor?'
'Ei Ivan this guai zai hairstyle doesnt suit u larr, cause you're not'<< knn ccb (:

Hehe, the best one was this ..
'Ivan!! What the fuck??'
From Pei Wen when I first step into college. Wahaha the expression on her face, priceless. lol

*SURPRISE*
Everyone!! I fucking sat in the second row of the lecture hall. It was pure madness larr. Felt so uncomfortable sitting infront. Errrr, FUCK! Was sitting beside John though. My mouth was so tired in lecture today, cause I couldnt stop talking and yawning.

Anyway see what the sui zai wrote on his msn lol.


Haha, catch y'all later, peace.

. so it begins .

Holiday is coming to an end.. In fucking few hours time. Omg I couldnt believe it. Time flies man. And now second semester is starting. Gone through alot of storms this year, learnt pretty much. I mean, isnt that life is all about? Sinking and trying to survive in the ocean. Sometimes it makes me wonder, does life worth living? Living my life is just a purest of pain. Especially seeing one of your bros going to another world, fuckkkk!! Pure pain in the ass.

Classes starting tomorrow. Damn sien arrr. Have to see the bloody textbooks again. Kinda regret I didnt really studied for first semester. Puuuuukie~

Anyway spent some of my time on this classic online game, ragnarok online. lol


Tanking Calvin


Chanel~


My super novice~


Chanel~ My god daughter..


Trying to suicide lol.


Kim the xiham mui.


Super novice, Kim~


Die 7 jor hahaha.


With Saw.


Justin Timberlake lol.


Everyone afk.


With Chai2. <-- pro shuffler


Sei xiham mui wanna pok me..


Mama.. Milk milk ~

. scars .

Elliott Yamin - Wait For You lyrics


seems like somebody doesnt really give a fuck anymore ..

. angel eyes .

Holidays been good so far, put the hell aside, yeah. We paid a visit to Eye on Malaysia in Titiwangsa a couple of days ago. Afterall its better to visit somewhere more 'Malaysianish' than to chill at home sucking some lemon juice man im telling ya.

Anyway, it was good, it wasnt as grand and as big as we expected it to be. Had a 12 minutes ride, or longer? Cause it seemed long. We were hanging in the middle of the air for 12 damned minutes. It was kinda fun and exciting when we all were inside for the first 5 minutes cause everybody was cam whoring and stuff. After that we were crying for the 12 minutes to end lol.

Alright, enough of the talking, let the pictures paint my speech.


Tadaaaaaa !! O.O


We sat on this 'shit' Dunno what its call, so, shit lah cb!!


Intel inside, idiots outside.


Night view of KLCC from the inside.


Okay, it started off fine. Tsze and Joy


This side of the 'world'. Christine, me, Joy, Tsze


D other side of the 'world' lol. Ernest, Liau, John, Saw


Sohai posers. John, me, and Saw.


Liau become more sohai adi, drunk.


Joy with my home boys Ernest, John and Saw.

Then things start to get scandalous..


Joy: Muaaaaakz. [Eww~ =S]


Yo~ bros before hoes man.


Christine. She doesnt love me no more lol ):


[Raps] Introducing ma homie Tsze.. She whoops my ass down my thurr~


Tsze and Enzo taiko Ernest.


Luckily she nvr zha my bo lol.


Vtec taiko John and Joy. Wah, double J [2xJ] Power mou??


This picture almost killed my appetite for breakfast man. ):


Erest: Knn, not man enough how to be taiko? Hok yeh lah!! _|_(+.+)_|_


Shit!! Almost cant see my face.


All: Cheers (:


Bitches gone wild.


We're bringing sexy back.. Oh yeah~


Baywatch style. Uhh, CJ CJ CJ!!


Saw: Can you feel my sexiness in the air?


After you see this pic it will be Visit Saw 2007 lol.


PiaK~


Joy: Eh? I swallowed 5 coconuts within an hour in Thailand =P

We dropped by Stephen's corner before we went home. It was a tiring day though.

Btw, I downloaded and watched a couple of movies at home. But Im just gonna highlight on this:


The Butterfly Effect 2


The sex scene was good though. My style.

Thanks for dropping by. Gonna call it a day. Peace.

. fucked up .

As the title says, fucking fucked up.
Could somebody explain to me why is life so fucking hard?
These waves are crashing over my fucking head all the time.
Im 10 feet under and upside down.
And soon enough i will get lost into your eyes.

If you could..
Give me the courage i need to live, the strength i need, the air that i breathe.
Catch me when i fall

P/S: When you're feeling empty, keep me in your memories. (:

. heavoline .

What do you do when you're bored at home?



Hell yeah, this is what I do. Recalling the sweet memories we all had in the good old days. Omg, you guys dont know how much I missed the bgms, maps and game play lol. Seriously couldnt find any other mmorpgs as classic as this wei.

I remembered the days when I was with Heavoline, playing together with my classmates when I was in high school. Weil Xuan, Swee Pyng, Shein, Benon, Song Jie, Zhi Hui, Suk Zan, Hon Liang, Jun Keat, Jee Heng, Keen Ho, and Aaron. Good old days, we all were named in the Hall of Fame though, great old days. Heavoline was disband and then later we merged with UVE and created a new one UVE[emo] branch. lol. War of Emperium! Weeeeeeee haha. Im still looking for the old screen shots we've taken, but it seems that the pictures are gone already because I have reformat my hard disc so many times. Some more its so long ago leh.

Anyway, all the screenshots below are not mine, its all taken by Xuan, so all credits to Xuan. Thanks, bro. You peeps can click on the thumbnail to get a bigger view of the shots, peace.

=|H|eaVolin|E|=


Before we head to war ..


Everybody: CHONG ARRRRRRR !!!


Heavo defending sub-entrence.


Heavo defending Al De Baran 11


Come in if you dare. Mahai even lizard come in also die.


Pvp. Look at Songjie [Gugubird], dropped dead on the floor. LOL


MY wedding at the church. Yeah, He|L is me.


So sad, only 2 people attended my [black tuxedo] wedding. It was midnight thats why haha.


Everybody: Com'on, bitches!


Few of the frontlines of Heavoline. Xuan


Some chick sucking my dick. Hilarious. LOL


Xuan's wedding. Im the first from left, yeah the one with the blinker.


Everybody: O.O


Everybody: No way. Mmm~ _|_ @.@ _|_


Everybody: =3


Everybody: BLUEK!!


Any finally, Everyone smileeeeeeeeee. [CHICHAK] (:

Sweet memories, o sweet memories..

Anyway, about this trinity server im currently into, smooth gaming without lags. Pretty cool, exp rate not bad too. Here are some screenshots I took ..


Stalker in Lutie


Stalker in Comodo

Haha, thanks for reading my boring post. I will upload and edit this post when I have new pictures of my other characters. Peace.

. love is an endless thirst .

Sarang eun uhn je na mok ma reu da ..

. rendevous .

Hey people. I have been rotting at home so far. Watched a couple of movies at home, Road Trip, Eurotrip, Ghost Rider, Reign of Fire and stuff. Eurotrip was tight man. Funny. Fuckshit, the Berlin girl, omg. Caught my brother on fire.

Monday was Ernest Dai Ko's birthday. Went out to OU to celebrate with him. Went chillis for lunch. Holy shit, not even half of the Triple Play we already KO. And we had Transformers for some entertainment. Lol, pretty much of a kiddy show, but it was kinda tight. I liked it. Fuckshit, MEGAN FOX!! Man, I love that motherfucker!! The under the hood scene, keep stucking on my head man. I mean, with the curvy body and sweaty skin!! Can you dig that??!! <-- No Sacrifice. No Victory --> power mou?? Hehe

By the way, went to the curve with Joy and Tsze. It was Thursday, and the curve is so dead. I think 10 fingers can finish counting every time we look around the complex. Kanina i think you guys can bring a few futsal teams and start the kick off there right in the middle of the curve lol.

Went and have lunch at Marche but ok lar, the food zone was quite crowded. But still not as many people as we expected, felt almost like a cemetery. Joy just came back from BangCock, ops I mean Bangkok so she wasnt in the mood of shopping. Tsze bought a black Giordano T, quite nice. Whoa, its nice to have your manager to go shopping with you, where she does everything for you haha. All I did was standing at the fitting room and wait for Joy and Tsze to get the shirts for me. Cheers.


Tsze's chicken stream pizza.


Joy's macaroni pasta.


My roasted chicken.


Joy: Mamamiya~

After that we went over to New Zealand Natural to have some drinks and ice-cream.


Tsze: My strawberry smoothies, MINE YOU FUCKERS!!


Joy: Mmm~ Me lurve strawberries.


All: Smile ~ ChikCHAK!


A proper group picture (:

Hehe, camwhoring while waiting Tsze to try on her shirt in Giordano fitting hall.


Joy: Look into the mirror, aye!~


Joy: Hands down ivan. Eh? Wad d fuck?


Me: This is the way to do it lah, boss! (:


Finally it turned out better.

Went back to Joy's house. Was accompanying Tsze waiting for her mum to pick her up. So Joy did some facial treatment on me.


Me: Awwww fuck. It hurts!!


The rain aint sweet man ):


Half dead liao.


Tsze: Haha Ivan you sissy boy!


Ivan: Lol Tsze you'r not any better =P


Joy: Welcome to Joy Painting Academy


Me: O, what the fuck you doing lah, boss?

Hehe, I survived a day without getting whooped in the ass by Joy, but instead, Tsze did ):

P/S: Happy birthday to Enzo Taiko Ernest and to Hafiz. All the best in your lives bros.

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